I have a good friend who has mental illness. Mental health really is a continuum: from health to un-health / illness. We’re all somewhere along it. It isn’t really an either / or of you’re either healthy or you’re ill.
Right now he’s not on the health end. Sadly, he’s not even close. As I walk with him, I see confusion, and anger, and fantastic or strange ideas. I wonder about demonic influence. I recall that the last period of time when he was ‘well’, he really wasn’t as well as when I first met him, which was before another episode down this dark road.
He used to make funny jokes. He was a strong advocate for housing rights. He sat on many community boards and made worthwhile recommendations. He worked part time at a job he enjoyed.
I remember the good that he did, and the God who is good that lived in him. What does it mean for him that “God who began a good work in you will bring it to completion” ?
Will the past tenses of “used to make”, “was a strong advocate”, “sat on boards”, “worked” ever become present again? If I’m not sure I can truly hope for him, can I have hope for myself when I experience darkness myself?
I cry for mercy. I pray for healing. I grieve for what has been lost. I choose to hope for healing yet in this life. Which if I trust the promise, does not depend on me or other people and our actions. Lord have mercy, Christ have mercy.